Im recover~~

My sick are recover after took 6 times for 5 tables Medicine each times + Victamin C + a lot of Water(3 bottlers 1 day) + Oranges and Well Slepping/Resting not in this list yet..sad~~@.@!!!

This few days was rushing assignmentsss and exam...damn....

Actually this morning was a exam for BS and last night i am planing to not sleep again and keep rushing my design plus study the exam notes..

But then in the early morning i went to uni, when i step in to the class..
OoHiii =.=????
Why nobody in the class=.=???
I was start worrying where they are!!!
Where is the exam class???

Shit after called ronald just knew that the exam extend it to next week...(he told me that he ady msg me in fb)

NOw talking about my facebook......goshh... after my laptop formatting by my bro....the laptop no look like last time what i having one.....got abit wired...erm but still okey...window xp change it to window 7~~

I realized that my Mozilla & IE cant log in for fb anymore after i open it around more than 50 times... the 51 times is appearing it as a BAD REQUEST~~ Shit....That's why i dint received ronald message from him about the test was extend....

I was saying that i need do more care myself, so i off from uni around 130pm and went to SK ta pao 2 pack of economic rice, one for lunch one for dinner....now feel regretting because is too much already... i cant finish it...shit~~~my stomach is smaller already~~~

=.@!!! One big big problem here yesterday i realized my eyes bag came out already...shit~~shit~~~
I need to do mask lo....really need it now..but no time to do rite now... When i done everything for this semester i must do the mask "KAO KAO"~~~

Before leave here....my hostel internet this few days suck like helLL~~Fuck...totally no responding for the each page...

I have back to my work....Haizzz..~~

痛的经历

我时常说死有什么好怕叻~

但经过昨晚心痛的经历。。。我开始怕了， 真的怕了。。。。

从2008我的心就开时有点不正常的痛，而昨晚的是以最严重的一次。。。

昨晚晚餐order了nasi goreng pataya，吃了十几口我就停了因为觉得心很不舒服和没什么胃口，回到家就开始赶功课。。
然后开时觉得有点发烧，呕吐，全身痛和心痛。。。

到最后我还是放弃我的功课跑去睡，我不停的发恶梦, 发冷发热+无数次的痛醒。。

那无数次的痛醒就是让我开始觉得很恐怖。。。真的很恐怖，痛醒的那刻我在想如果突然我的心停了那如何是好。。现在想起都觉得有点恐怖。。

原来我还有很多东西还没尝试过的，这样死了真的有点可惜，从先在开始我会更照顾自已。。

Ashley 叫我买养命酒喝和body check。哦~养命酒不是老人家喝的吗？ 哈哈谢谢她的好意也谢谢其他朋友们在facebook的留言和housemates的关心，感激十分。

Body Check 一定会去，但不是现在。因为心痛真的不是开玩笑的。。。

I wish all my friends healthy always..

"Nothing important than HEALTHY..."  

Still in HOLIDAY MOOD...

Omg Kitkeat is very shit here....During this weekend she did nothing else.....
Back from Thu Halloween party till now.....i am just play+enjoy+fun+eat+Sleep+play+enjoy+fun+eat+Sleep...shit
Until this moment till no mood in my work very shit already......

I have 2 housemate from graphic course, tomorrow is they last presentation...so they are so busy in the living  room...
But then kitkeat still do nothing in her room...she till fbing, msning, bloggering......
Ey..ey..ey....okey....

My first meal today is at 11pm..
haha im napping from 9pm-10.30pm like that....because living is very noise..all the noise from my housemate friends..
so i no choice so i woke up...plus i am hungry too...

That time kar woon also back from seremban, time so match so i ask her go eat with me...hahaha

Today i have a good news from Ashely...she already "pak tou la"(in relationship)
haha her bf is from hong kong one.....i am so happy to hear that....really gong xi her lo....
I wish her stay happy with the guy..and hope the guy take care her and love her as much as he can...
To Ashley, i wish u stay happiness and hope to see u soon....

Erm today 8nov....i have something not so clear and not so sure...but just now after asking it i can know what i suppose to do and what i need to do....

Life is too complicated already...
Why complicate it more...
And some more life is short...
So enjoy it...
U not need to be scare....

Halloween

Last night went for Halloween party organization by Limkokwing with housemates and Leeza.
I'm rushing for my Thu submission start from Mon, this 4 days and i only slept 12/96 hours, omg is scary rite as a normal human. Gosh~~~~panda eyes almost came out..

On week 14,15,16 printer shop/library/Mult.m lab is starting suck because all the student need to print out their works, so is always jam for Q...most probably wasting time for waiting to print, then always cant submit on time.. Lecturer said submit at 3pm, students always only can submit after 3pm and the students is including me..hahahaha

I done my printing and submit all assignment at around 6pm something...When i on the way to my car i realize Thu night is luct Halloween party then i met my frens and they ask me join the event... if i din met my frens i also forgotten about this event..
Actually Fabe frens them have invite me via by facebook but i ignore it because suffering my assignment...

I told them i am very super tired..might not join the event... but back home took a hot bath i feel very refresh and as a young teenager when 'playing' is always not feels tired one...and kar woon also join the event so i decided to join it too...hehe

The event entrance fee is rm10each with nothing else...this event is so so only for this year Halloween....we went there only syok(fun) for shooting, and cool thing is Kar Woon body painting, painted by Leeza...it is very nice...her body painting is very attraction at that night..a lot of guys wanna took picture with her..Cool Leeza...both of u are doing a good job.

Honestly the painting very nice... i like it..

 Anne, Kar Woon and Succubus

Kar Woon, Half Body Model, Leeza and Anne

A sharp body painting

Stupid head bone with me

 I know i very 'ham sap' (lascivious) hahaha

Leeza, me and the stupid head bone

Cute Anne act as a pregnant woman

KING KONG~~

Kissing

Nice Model Post

We leave around 10pm something and dinner at kopitiam.

The next stand for me and Kar Woon is Overtime, both of us went for drinks..
When we arrive there is quiet a lot people.. finally we found a table to sit..we order 2 cup of beer and start to chit chat la..gossip time~~

Kar Woon are very SHARP at there..all the people took her body painting is real tattoo haha
That night there have some guys at beside of us and come to accosted us..
They want to treat us beer but we rejected they treat and they keep asking us question....(one of the guy is quiet annoying)

The annoying guy accosted us around half and hour...we was thinking we are having a dangerous situation already so we ask his friend took him back to his table...
In the end he away from us..thank god...
After 20min, he return back our table..gosh...
So both of us keep chatting and ignore and even don't face the annoying guy..
But he keep standing at infront our table and hear what we talking, so we beh tahan him already
Kar Woon ask the waiter there take this annoying guy away from us...
So finally this guy 醒目'awake' and he senses that we want him away from us..so he finally leave..

So this what Halloween day i have..hahaha

 

Dim Sum + New Story

Back for dim sum with kar woon just now at puchong..
Actually is me to date her for dim sum last night and i told her i am planning no sleep and wake her up the next morning...but then...hahaha terbalik is her woke me up no i woke her up hahahaha....apa pula..

Last night after 2.30am my internet was expire so and i forgot to buy the upload one so...i cant connect the internet...i back to my work of my portfolio....all the notes make fell dizzy......make me so so so sleepy....actually is me lazy to find evasion to do the work.... (dun learn from me, is bad)...
so i tahan to do my work till 6 am something and go and nap...then pop~~~SLEEP JOH!!!!!!!!!!!~~ until kar woon open my door and woke me up and go for dim sum....

Thanks kar woon woke me up if not sure slept till afternoon...then waste the morning time period...

Every time went out with kar woon i am were get a new story from her.....this is what i like went out with her....because i like to 8 (means gossip) ..... This is what we called gossip girls...is a talent for a girl...

New topic from her is about her classmate "negro Great guy" that she mention one...both of them is get interesting for each other....important is both of them is "SINGLE" now..
and kar woon going to date him for dinner before they graduate...... cool idea from chong...
I am so expecting the next chapter of it hahaha.....
And i wish her everything is going smooth..haha i give you support and with the power of the whole world people via the internet here...add oil add oil
kar woon pls prepare a list of question for u to get ready know more detail about him...don't miss this chance..hahaha

Okey i need back to my work...tomorrow have 2 submition shit...

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My FRIENDS - part 1

At first, Ashley is coming back from HK for 5 days holidays this week. This time i miss to meet her again sad...sad..doesn't know when we can meet up for the next time...(hope is soon again)
Last year i went to HK 3 days we also no chance to met..i think the last time i met her was her birthday in this year Feb at Cm house...
I still remember that day i was very sick and is a day of 拜天空, Cm ask us go his house 拜天空, i call Ashley wanna join us or not, then i go to fetch her then we go together..actually i forgotten to wish her because the next day was her birthday already...after that when Cm them getting know was her birthday then they celebrate with her 21st birthday...

This is funny and first time i saw use kitchen knife replace as a birthday cake knife (sure is cm idea)

I was forgotten to wish u, i am feel so sorry hope u don't mind..hehe i know u very sayang me geh..muackss

This time hope u have great gathering, and go eat all the ipoh food before u back HK haha...

Second, Eelaine also coming back from NZ and just to do her internship here for 3/4 months.. Heehe i think i can meet up u soon Eelaine... we also quiet long time din meet already..erm i think i think i think.....already 2 years...woaoo..
But bad news is this time Ashley and Eelaine no chance to meet up...sad for them

Third was Zhen Yee, she is the people who i concern lately, every time when i on fb sure were saw her post...and every post are sad, hopeless, emo....
We know each other since high school time, and after finish F5 till now she really change a lot..that what i know are always go pub, get drunk, go pub, get drunk....
and she also told me that she already change a lot...
During this 3 yrs i can see u are changing..

But u still is u - keo zhen yee, that girl i know since in high shls dun worry..ntg is impossible....
everything cold dwn urslf and think it slowly, then sure u can find out yr solution, i gv u a big hug here...when we meet up baru talk to me again....
Me always with u there...ok my dear..

TBC... - PART 2 is coming later...

 

DD's belated birthday celebration dinner

Yesterday i end my design class around 7pm, after that i sudden feel want to join DD's them dinner at Shabu Shabu... i faster call up Bobo to let him know i will join their dinner later(becoz i fb and told thm at the morning said im not going)

On the way to Shabu Shabu is quite jam...i use 20min++ from the traffic light to Shabu Shabu...=.=!!! "Beh Tahan~~"

Last Sat went wth kar woon is not jam at all..when i almost arrive the junction i ask kar woon is that the way to Shabu Shabu?? because that time really no much car waiting the traffic light only have 3 cars.....

I realize the oyster is very flesh and bigger than last time i ate one...unfortunately i forgot to take picture...because we busy to eat...plus some more that is my first meal for that day - my breakfast..pity me damn hungry~~

There was have 9 peoples which as DD, Eric, Devin, Hoon, Jason, Echelle, Gerald, Yen Ling and Me. Jenna is "放飞机"....

 Back left side: Eric, Yen Ling, DD

Front left side: Gerald, Echelle, Me & Bobo

(Jason n Hoon back early, no chance!)

Finish eating someone planing to sing K~~~ or watch Movie~~~ hehehehe.....

We on9 search ticket at Sunway seem like no ticket..so at first planing to Amp Square sing K...

Arrive Sunway we direct to Amp, when i want to order room the receptionist told me each ppl rm39++.. i said what~~ y so expensive ger...not normally night time is cheaper mer, and why is not rm25++??...the rm39++ is included buffet frm 6pm-12am.. then the rm25++ is start frm 12am-4am....
I look at my watch is only 11.10pm.... so i book for the 12am room and we away to try check got ticket or not...

At the cinema, we check out all the movie-Mummy/Takers/..., some is not time late start or sitter place not suit for 5 ppl or is very infront one..
In the end we decided to watch RED the sitter place is at front 6 row..okey la.. then we On to watch it...Rm14....start 11.45pm-2am...

RED = ‎'R' etired 'E'xtremely 'D'anger

This Movie - RED is funny and good...

The story is act by Bruce Willis..( Last time watch his movie is “Surrogates”)

Story is all of them used to be the CIA's top agents - but the secrets they know just made them the Agency's top targets. Now framed for assassination, they must use all of their collective cunning, experience and teamwork to stay one step ahead of their deadly pursuers and stay alive. To stop the operation, the team embarks on an impossible, cross-country mission to break into the top-secret CIA headquarters, where they will uncover one of the biggest conspiracies and cover-ups in government history.

It is very good movie....look out for how Ex-CIA agents take down over confident current CIA agents...you would not want to miss this one, go check it out... i gave rating 9/10

Worth your money! haha 

自己选择的路，跪着也要走完

有一些东西错过了，就一辈子错过了。

人是会变的，守住一个不变的承诺，却守不住一颗善变的心。     

有时候执着是一种负担，放弃是一种解脱，人没有完美，幸福没有一百分，知道自己没有能力一次拥有那么多，也没有权要求那么多，否则苦了自己，也为难了对方。     

一颗心属于一个人，爱情里什么 是公平？

爱的深，伤的深，爱情里没有不公平。

爱上不该爱的人，是永无天日的叹息，爱了不爱你的人，是眼泪决堤的开始。     

承诺是一张白纸，再厚 的剧本也有了结局，我想我知道眼泪的味道，就算付出每一分，每一秒我都不曾想逃。在这个世界上没有恒久的幸福，只有瞬间的惬意和安适。

如果 你把我的感情，当成一场游戏，我玩不起，更输不起，花言巧语，谁知道我微笑背后的痛苦，爱由一个微笑开始，一个吻成长，最终由一滴眼泪结束，受了伤，结了 疤，最终还是留下痕迹，强迫自己忘了你，但爱过才知道，原来我并不能左右一切，也许无言才是最好的安慰，也许回忆是最好的结局，傻瓜也都一样，都逃不过悲 伤，因为有梦在心上，所以甘心流浪。

有些缘分注定要失去，有些缘分注定不会有好结果的，爱一个人不一定要拥有他，但拥有一个人，一定要去好 好爱他，不要轻言放弃，否则对不起自己。 

   

不要因为没有阳光，而走不进春天     

不要因为没有歌声，而放弃自己的追求     

不要因为没有掌声，而丢掉自己的理想     

其实每一条都通往阳光的大道，都充满坎坷。     

每一条通向理想的途径，都充满了艰辛与汗水！

    

很多事情的发展注定它有个结束，好好享受美丽的过程，擦身而过的时候，我们应该学会遗忘，放声的笑一回，大胆哭一场，抬头望一望，一片灿烂 的阳光，相信时间可以改变一切！不要轻易让自己掉眼泪. 

    

春有春的风情，冬有冬的雅致，人生各有各的美丽，各有各的潇洒，你笑，全世界跟着你笑。 你哭，全世界只有你一个人哭。当不能拥有时，唯一能做的就是令自己不要忘记！

1.做一个爱笑的孩子。
2.看穿但不说穿。很多事情，只要自己心里有数就好了，没必要说出来。
3.高兴，就笑，让大家都知道。悲伤，就假装什么 也没发生。
4.在不违背原则的情况下 对别人要宽容 能帮就帮 千万不要把人逼绝了 给人留条后路。
5.快乐最重要，谁人、何物、何事使 你快乐，你就同他们在一起。何物让你不快乐，你就离开他。没有条件，创造条件也要离开他。
6.不要老在别人面前倾诉你的困境袒露你的脆弱。
7. 学会用心的经营自己。
8.不要把时间浪费在上网和看偶像剧上。
9.一定要做个有教养的人。
10.要漂亮，更要有气质。
11. 一次只爱一个人，选一个单身的人，值得爱的人。
12.因为爱过，所以慈悲；因为懂得，所以宽容。
13.自己选择的路，跪着也要走完。
14. 善忘是一件好事。
15.没有十全十美的东西，没有十全十美的人，关键是清楚到底想要什么。得到想要的，肯定会失去另外一部分。如果什么都想要，只 会什么都得不到。
16.懂得从内心欣赏别人，虽然这很多时候很难。
17.两个人同时犯了错，站出来承担的那一方叫宽容，另一方欠下的债， 早晚都要还。
18.学会妥协的同时，也要坚持自己最基本的原则
19.自己不喜欢的人，可以报之以沉默微笑；自己喜欢的人，那就随便怎么样 了，因为你的喜爱会挡也挡不住地流露出来。
20.对自己好一点，心情不好的时候，什么都别考虑，去吃自己爱吃的吧。
21.维持自己觉得可 靠的社交圈子并且扩展之。
22.不要停止学习。不管学习什么，语言，厨艺，各种技能。
23.钱很重要，但不能依靠别人或父母，自己一定要 保持一定的赚钱的能力。
24.不要太高估自己在集体中的力量，因为当你选择离开时，就会发现即使没有你，太阳照常升起。
25.过去的事情 可以不忘记，但一定要放下。
26.即使输掉了一切，也不要输掉微笑。
27.不管做了什么选择，都不要后悔，因为后悔也于事无补。
28. 不要因为冲动说一些过激的话。
29.不要轻易许下承诺，做不到的承诺，比没许下更可恶。
30.不要觉得不了解也会有爱情。在不了解的时 候，我们仅仅是喜欢，达不到爱情。当彼此的缺点暴露出来以后，很多时候这喜欢也就会结束了。

Copy frm 爱情咖啡馆

HOW TO BE HAPPY

Happiness is a shy bird. Hunt it, and it will fly away.
It is better to set a trap for it, and look the other way.
We often find happiness when we are thinking of something else.
Pleasure-seekers miss it.
But there are some things that make for happiness.

1. Good health. To be happy, obey the laws of health and keep well.

2. Work. An idler is rarely a happy man. Workers are generally cheerful.

3. Healthy and Hobbies for our leisure hours. Games, sport, music, and books help to make us happy.

4. Friendship and pleasant companions. But the true source of happiness lies within.

The secret of happiness lies in kindness to others, humility, a clean mind, a clear conscience, and an upright life.

DO IT NOW

"Punctuality" is a long word. 

It means doing things at the right time. 

A punctual boy/girl is never late for school. 

He/She has his/her homework done at the right time. 

He/She does not keep his/her family waiting at meal-times. 

Punctually is a habit. 

We can get into the way of doing things at right time. 

But it is not easy at first. 

It is easier to dawdle and laze about. 

It is so easy to put things off. 

We say, "We will do it tomorrow, or next week". 

So we get into the bad habit of being late for everything. 

Once we get into this bad habit, it is hard to get out of it. 

A good motto to keep before one is, 

"Do i now!" 

An unpunctual person is his/her own enemy. 

And he/her is a nuisance to everyone else. 

An unpunctual clerk soon loses his job. 

A friend who always keeps you waiting may lose your friendship.

In Life

In life there are people that will hurt us and cause us pain,but we must learn to forgive and forget and not hold grudges.

In life there are mistakes we will make,but we must learn from our wrongs and grow from them.

In life there are regrets we will have to live with,but we must learn to leave the past behind and realize it is something we can't change.

In life there are people we will loose forever and can't have back,but we must learn to let go & move on.

In life there are going to be obstacles that will cause interference,but we must learn to overcome these challenges and grow stronger.

In life there are fears that will hold us back from what we want,but we must learn to fight them with the courage from within.

In life, life life life.....

Before give up After gambateh

I've given up on my Assignment!!!!

I'm useless, I'm stupid.
I did nothing at the last whole weekend...so this week need rush like hell fucking shit hell...
"Whose fault is it?" "The fault is mine."

I fall very tired on that weekend...so i slept whole day, woke up slept back,woke up slept back then keep bad dreaming...facing pc play fb....eat..shit..tat is 4 my last weekend...
Because i am the people if not yet finish work then go sleep/nap sure were had bad dreaming...

There's just 6 more days to submission, there's really not much time anyways. I don't know it I can make it or not. Maybe can if start to no sleep till 5 days later...sure can finish geh...but in the end must need come out something...

So i went out to living room ask joanne wanna eat Mc'd or not..hahaha
We try to called and ask have they delivered to pulau meranti, cyberjaya or not...
Ans: NO,haha actually i can guess it already....

Actually i want drive out and buy...because i want release my stress...
So joanne acc me out buy the Mc'd..hehehe

One round back...i feel more better now..Feeling Good~yeah~~
Finally i get to try the new menu-black paper burger + 1 F.Fries + 1 cup coke + 1 Chocolate Sundae...
Not bad, just the fries cooled already...(because went out bought the MC'd at 1.20am something)

Okey finish my supper la...So shld go back to my work la....Gambateh Catherine Choy...


SHIT FINISH MY SUNDAE ICE-CREAM FEEL LIKE SO SLEEPY LO..omg!!!!

Can nap 15mints first then back to my work...hahaha Can la....pls~~~Only 15mints...i promise....

累

其时，我很累了。。。
我习惯假装坚强，习惯了一个人面对所有。。。
我不知道自己到底想怎么样。。。

有时候，我可以很开心的和每 个人说话，可以很放肆的，
可是却没有人知道，
那不过是伪装，很刻意的伪装。

我可以让自己很快乐很快乐，可是却找不到快乐的源头，只是傻笑。。。　　
我不习惯把事和别人说，因为我不习惯别人用可怜的眼光看我。。。（但说了会很舒服）

其实，我很珍惜身边的人，只是生活的压力让我善于遗忘，把那些记忆通过通遗忘。。。　　
我以为遗忘可以让自己快乐起来。。。　
可是，我感觉到的却是更多的寂寞。。。　
黑夜来袭，周围的空气很冷。。。　
一个人坐在房里对着天空发呆。。。
也不知道自己脑子里在 想什么。。。

怀念过去，仅此而已。。。　
其实，我也很渴望有一个人能懂我，能走进我的心。。。

其实，我很累了，真的想放下所有。。。　　　
何时发现，我不再爱写日志，即使有最新的日志，　
不是我变的懒了，而是我疲惫了。。。
情愿用别人的语言，来抒发自己的情感。。。
隐身，是为了躲避失望。。。

何时，我不喜欢追逐打闹，却很想和以前一样活蹦乱跳。。。
何时，我让自己变得沉默 ，却很想多了解身边所谓的朋友。。。

我喜欢在很静很静的深夜，关了灯让寂静把我包裹，却又害怕黑夜。。。
我也会偶尔的和朋友聚聚，　
偶尔，也会寂寞的拿起手机翻开通讯录，一遍一遍的， 却不知道该打给谁。。。。　

再好的东西都有失去的一天，
再深的记忆也有淡忘的一天，
再爱的人也有远走的一天，
该放弃的决不挽留，该珍惜的决不放手！

HATE

im very HATE to do groupppp assignment..u know??????..................
im very HATE this situation now....u know?????????..........................
nvm i can do it, i know Catherine Choy can do it one....靠自己。。。。

My axe is getting dull...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X5ZemSGSiMg&feature=player_embedded