Tik Da Tik Da....

Waiting the time pass tik da tik da tik... da...
So I choice to blogging...

Recently I no mood to blogging, just want to keep listening song~~
Listening repetitive repetitive..repetitive...


Too much thing happening already for the pass 2 months...
I really no time to digestion...
All the things or stuffs come it together and fast as well...
Some more I getting lost...Totally LOST


21st years old that me getting lost no that too late rite...
Learn a few lessons in my life...


Time is very important in our life...
U can HATE it because the time pass so fast...
U can LIKE it because the time no yet arrive...
But...
I like the time because it can let go everything, let go our sad memory...


First lesson is need to TREASURE our LIFE...
Because i really renew my life once again... (死过番sang)
I almost met a car accident...
I'm on the way back to hostel from my uni...(the road is like a snake road)
My car was turning(360') a few rounds( i think 4 rounds)...
I drive too fast plus having bad spirit that time...
and...
My mental is thinking to rush my design assignment...

Is not a fun joke at more...
When turning that time i was thinking
I am gonna to die now... 
I am gonna to die now... 
when i was in the car when turning that time


It is not a fun joke..really~~ 
To all my friends~ 
Just becareful when u driving~ 
Save yourself life and save others people life too...


The below lesson...
I learn a lot...
Now no mood to talk about this...
See next time when I have mood then chat this topic again...


Thanks to my Honey Kar Woon...
Thanks for being there for me...
Since u also have a lot problem over there...
And you are patience enough to go through msn wake me up when i getting lost..
I LOVE YOU~~

Heehe~~
Later have mission to fetch some one that is my honey.......
Yoo~ 
I scare get lost when I get there...
Try my best ya...
I will google map first then only go fetch u~


Erm...erm...erm...
Actually can u come back by cab? 
Hahah just kidding~

我爱上这首歌了

就算以後見不到 沒法再後退一步
難道我脾性他不知道 誰對誰錯都好
沒有責任對他好 沒有顧慮懶得苦惱
懷念角力鬥嘴不枯躁 沒顧慮才苦惱

不會自己去求和 就算知錯 要垂頭受氣說不過
誰若先找到誰隨便講句甚麼都可
欺騙大家有何難 我要好過
要情人沒法看穿我 其實我自問情緒難以捉摸
欺騙自己太為難 我信不過
有時連用意也講錯 人又愛又恨難霎時說清楚
難擔保我是我
講太多

就算再沒法一起 沒法濫用對不起
其實我願意吞聲忍氣 但怕被看不起
沒法叫伴侶歡喜 是哪個沒有品味
其實太害怕給他拋棄 才勉勵我爭氣

欺騙大家有何難 我要好過
想顯得我未怕一個
無謂太在意他可給我甚麼
欺騙自己太為難 我信不過
彷彿得我未揭穿我
迎著愛人還可掩飾到甚麼
男人想信甚麼
如真心對待我
誰忍心識破我

28-11-2010 海韵慈善嘉年华 ·Hisoing《娱乐最Live》报导·

哭過就好了

累

人之所以会心累，就是常常徘徊在坚持和放弃之间，举棋不定。生活中总会有一些值得我们记忆的东西，也有一些必须要放弃的东西。放弃与坚持，是每个人面对人生问题的一种态度。勇于放弃是一种大气，敢于坚持何尝不是一种勇气，孰是孰非，谁能说的清道的明呢？如果我们能懂得取舍，能做到坚持该坚持的，放弃该放弃的，那该有多好。

 

承受痛苦。痛苦就人生而言，常常扮演着不速之客的角色，往往不请自到，有些痛苦来的温柔，如同漫漫降临的黄昏，在不知不觉间你会感到冰冷和黑暗；有些痛苦来的突然，如同一阵骤雨、一阵怒涛，让我们来不急防范；当我们屈服于痛苦的时候，他可能使我们沮丧、潦倒，甚至在绝望中走向灭亡.

 

承受孤独。会使我们倍加珍惜友谊；承受失败，会使我们的信心更加坚定与深厚；承受责任。会使我们体会到诚实与崇高；承受爱情，则会使我们心灵更臻充盈、完美。当我们终于学会心平气和的去承受时，那么，我们的人生就达到了一定的高度。

Zombie Life

This few days having zombie life....
It is very tired tired tired....
Facing Exam exam exam....
And....
All the final assignment....

The feeling of tired i never had before....
Feel very dizzy....totally BLANK(MENTAL)~~

Supposedly yesterday friday is pin up for our Presentation Board
But then our Sabariah is very kind, she extend 1 more day to us...
Tomorrow must need to pin it up...
Monday is final presentation...

At this moment...i still doing my board...
Actually it is very fast to KAO DIM one...
Just...
My Mental is too tired...
My Eye is too tired...
My Body is too tired...
My hand is too tired...
Cant functioning it...

Positive Thinking...
Now we have chance and 1 more night
I will try to used this chance to do it more more better work out...
No matter what problem i facing, i must fright with them..
Catherine Choy is not easy to give up...


The time will pass fast...
Hard Work now...
Enjoy it later...


I duno i got wrong writing or not or wrong spelling...
My mental is not good functioning now....
Sorry first if have wrong meaning or whatever la..


Back to work first...@@!! @~!!@~


GAMBATEH~~~

Away Facebook

I will away for facebook from 17nov-19nov....

This is because what Magie she did to my laptop and in the end dunno what happen then i cant log in anymore.......ish~~ish ~~~ish I VERY "LOVE" her lo.....

This is good for me also can focus on my work....and my last submission on this friday...
Oops a bit scare rite now.....okey back to work...

I AM ADDICTION ON FACEBOOK....shit~~

平常心

没有坎坷的人生是不完整的人生！

人世间不如意的事情十有八九！

我们要学会用平常心看待自己的遭遇，

面对惨淡的现实我们要学会坚强，

调整好自己的心态，

放松自己，不要给自己太大的压力，

调整好自己的心态，

敞开自己的心灵和朋友及家人沟通，

让温馨的友和亲情融化我们的痛苦，

抚平我们的创伤，

化解我们的压力！

“不经历风雨，怎么见彩虹”，人生没有过不去的坎！

人生短短几十年，
不要给自己留下了什么遗憾，
想笑就笑，
想哭就哭，
该爱的时候就去爱，
无谓压抑自己。

一切烦恼，失眠，空虚，郁闷，压力。。。
应该调节自己：

1.欲望少点

2.心态平衡点

3.知足常乐多点 

4.改变能改变的

5.接受不能改变的

6.不要迷失了自己
7.根据自己的能力去生活吧

8.不要让别人的生活状况左右了你的情

POUR~~

A lot to pour...but is no time to pour rite now....

Tomorrow exam...shit...the notes damn damn...damn...dizzying~~~  @.@!!#~
Pls: Pray for me....goshhh~~~ Thanks..

I wish all my friends happy + healthy always...
Message to who's ever having problem and troubles rite one... hope they can going smooth for everything....everything must be have a solution just be clam and use the way u like and setter it nicely...

Whatever decisions U make, around the people cant make changing of YOUR own decisions, what WE can do is be a supporter always SUPPORT U at any corner....  

Be STRONG.....everything will be FINE...
In the end troubles will disappear into thin air...

暗@爱

我都很意外昨晚发梦竟然梦到。。。

回想。。。

那时候我们还是陌生人，或许是缘份把你我给认识

但没人说--朋友+朋友=情人--

曾。。。以为，有可能

但。。。最终，没什么

我不怪你，只怪自已没勇气

因为我害怕结局

但现在我后愧了

我明知到很难有-可能

但还是在期待着

现在，你的生活，好吗？

放手。。。不是一件容易的事。。。

爱情始终谁也猜不透

暗恋。。。始终不会成为真正的恋爱。。。

Big Mouse looking for FOOD~~

At 5.45am just now....
It has a big mouse in my room and the big mouse is hungry+ing....

This mouse try to looking for food in the 8ftx12ft size room and just know that is nothing can let this hungry mouse eat...Er..Er..Er..

Okey~~ This mouse try to run out from this room to the kitchen...
The mouse try to looking food in the refrigerator-no food can eat @@! and this mouse is kinda tall so can open the wall drawer of the kitchen....searching~~searching~searching....

Finally deng deng the mouse saw this.....

Haaahaha~~my angel..my agnel lalalllaaa.....
So the hungry mouse is damn damn damn hungry...
So just took it without asking (sorry that time all the ppl is sleeping so no chance to ask)

By the way the soup saving my life plus having a raining day rite now and feel warm when drinking it..

Erm this big mouse were buy back the powder soup to Ms. XXX (actually no idea who one either is Joanne or Magie)

TO MS.XXX...okey i will buy back to u, i took 2 pack already...and thanksss....

Okey, no need i said out who is the 'mouse' in my room la...

U GUESS YOURSELF LA.... @.>V

HAhhha!!!

Im recover~~

My sick are recover after took 6 times for 5 tables Medicine each times + Victamin C + a lot of Water(3 bottlers 1 day) + Oranges and Well Slepping/Resting not in this list yet..sad~~@.@!!!

This few days was rushing assignmentsss and exam...damn....

Actually this morning was a exam for BS and last night i am planing to not sleep again and keep rushing my design plus study the exam notes..

But then in the early morning i went to uni, when i step in to the class..
OoHiii =.=????
Why nobody in the class=.=???
I was start worrying where they are!!!
Where is the exam class???

Shit after called ronald just knew that the exam extend it to next week...(he told me that he ady msg me in fb)

NOw talking about my facebook......goshh... after my laptop formatting by my bro....the laptop no look like last time what i having one.....got abit wired...erm but still okey...window xp change it to window 7~~

I realized that my Mozilla & IE cant log in for fb anymore after i open it around more than 50 times... the 51 times is appearing it as a BAD REQUEST~~ Shit....That's why i dint received ronald message from him about the test was extend....

I was saying that i need do more care myself, so i off from uni around 130pm and went to SK ta pao 2 pack of economic rice, one for lunch one for dinner....now feel regretting because is too much already... i cant finish it...shit~~~my stomach is smaller already~~~

=.@!!! One big big problem here yesterday i realized my eyes bag came out already...shit~~shit~~~
I need to do mask lo....really need it now..but no time to do rite now... When i done everything for this semester i must do the mask "KAO KAO"~~~

Before leave here....my hostel internet this few days suck like helLL~~Fuck...totally no responding for the each page...

I have back to my work....Haizzz..~~

痛的经历

我时常说死有什么好怕叻~

但经过昨晚心痛的经历。。。我开始怕了， 真的怕了。。。。

从2008我的心就开时有点不正常的痛，而昨晚的是以最严重的一次。。。

昨晚晚餐order了nasi goreng pataya，吃了十几口我就停了因为觉得心很不舒服和没什么胃口，回到家就开始赶功课。。
然后开时觉得有点发烧，呕吐，全身痛和心痛。。。

到最后我还是放弃我的功课跑去睡，我不停的发恶梦, 发冷发热+无数次的痛醒。。

那无数次的痛醒就是让我开始觉得很恐怖。。。真的很恐怖，痛醒的那刻我在想如果突然我的心停了那如何是好。。现在想起都觉得有点恐怖。。

原来我还有很多东西还没尝试过的，这样死了真的有点可惜，从先在开始我会更照顾自已。。

Ashley 叫我买养命酒喝和body check。哦~养命酒不是老人家喝的吗？ 哈哈谢谢她的好意也谢谢其他朋友们在facebook的留言和housemates的关心，感激十分。

Body Check 一定会去，但不是现在。因为心痛真的不是开玩笑的。。。

I wish all my friends healthy always..

"Nothing important than HEALTHY..."  

Still in HOLIDAY MOOD...

Omg Kitkeat is very shit here....During this weekend she did nothing else.....
Back from Thu Halloween party till now.....i am just play+enjoy+fun+eat+Sleep+play+enjoy+fun+eat+Sleep...shit
Until this moment till no mood in my work very shit already......

I have 2 housemate from graphic course, tomorrow is they last presentation...so they are so busy in the living  room...
But then kitkeat still do nothing in her room...she till fbing, msning, bloggering......
Ey..ey..ey....okey....

My first meal today is at 11pm..
haha im napping from 9pm-10.30pm like that....because living is very noise..all the noise from my housemate friends..
so i no choice so i woke up...plus i am hungry too...

That time kar woon also back from seremban, time so match so i ask her go eat with me...hahaha

Today i have a good news from Ashely...she already "pak tou la"(in relationship)
haha her bf is from hong kong one.....i am so happy to hear that....really gong xi her lo....
I wish her stay happy with the guy..and hope the guy take care her and love her as much as he can...
To Ashley, i wish u stay happiness and hope to see u soon....

Erm today 8nov....i have something not so clear and not so sure...but just now after asking it i can know what i suppose to do and what i need to do....

Life is too complicated already...
Why complicate it more...
And some more life is short...
So enjoy it...
U not need to be scare....

Halloween

Last night went for Halloween party organization by Limkokwing with housemates and Leeza.
I'm rushing for my Thu submission start from Mon, this 4 days and i only slept 12/96 hours, omg is scary rite as a normal human. Gosh~~~~panda eyes almost came out..

On week 14,15,16 printer shop/library/Mult.m lab is starting suck because all the student need to print out their works, so is always jam for Q...most probably wasting time for waiting to print, then always cant submit on time.. Lecturer said submit at 3pm, students always only can submit after 3pm and the students is including me..hahahaha

I done my printing and submit all assignment at around 6pm something...When i on the way to my car i realize Thu night is luct Halloween party then i met my frens and they ask me join the event... if i din met my frens i also forgotten about this event..
Actually Fabe frens them have invite me via by facebook but i ignore it because suffering my assignment...

I told them i am very super tired..might not join the event... but back home took a hot bath i feel very refresh and as a young teenager when 'playing' is always not feels tired one...and kar woon also join the event so i decided to join it too...hehe

The event entrance fee is rm10each with nothing else...this event is so so only for this year Halloween....we went there only syok(fun) for shooting, and cool thing is Kar Woon body painting, painted by Leeza...it is very nice...her body painting is very attraction at that night..a lot of guys wanna took picture with her..Cool Leeza...both of u are doing a good job.

Honestly the painting very nice... i like it..

 Anne, Kar Woon and Succubus

Kar Woon, Half Body Model, Leeza and Anne

A sharp body painting

Stupid head bone with me

 I know i very 'ham sap' (lascivious) hahaha

Leeza, me and the stupid head bone

Cute Anne act as a pregnant woman

KING KONG~~

Kissing

Nice Model Post

We leave around 10pm something and dinner at kopitiam.

The next stand for me and Kar Woon is Overtime, both of us went for drinks..
When we arrive there is quiet a lot people.. finally we found a table to sit..we order 2 cup of beer and start to chit chat la..gossip time~~

Kar Woon are very SHARP at there..all the people took her body painting is real tattoo haha
That night there have some guys at beside of us and come to accosted us..
They want to treat us beer but we rejected they treat and they keep asking us question....(one of the guy is quiet annoying)

The annoying guy accosted us around half and hour...we was thinking we are having a dangerous situation already so we ask his friend took him back to his table...
In the end he away from us..thank god...
After 20min, he return back our table..gosh...
So both of us keep chatting and ignore and even don't face the annoying guy..
But he keep standing at infront our table and hear what we talking, so we beh tahan him already
Kar Woon ask the waiter there take this annoying guy away from us...
So finally this guy 醒目'awake' and he senses that we want him away from us..so he finally leave..

So this what Halloween day i have..hahaha