Saturday 21 March 2009

读书真的很难,很大压力,很不开心。。。

Today i woke up around 2pm....wahsei.. as ppl said wah 太阳晒屁 了还没起来啊啊~~aiyoo~~~
WAit y i woke up late bcos i ady no sleep well at 1 week ady....bc suffering my stupid design assg...haiz during the time 2 do the "staircase" i really wana 2 cry n go 2 die ar... b4 v summit our homework v gt tutorial wth the lecturer one..bt everything she reject my idea...haiz at the first time i gv her 2 see my ideal she nt agree me but then she din gv me idea 2 help my design juz ask me mny que...Where it cum la?.. When isit la?... Wat is tat la?... Hw cum la tat la?..... i really wana 2 kill her la... when we start tutorial wth her ooo...i discovery she lk Botswana student..if they dun hv idea she wil direct gv idea 2 them but then she din gv us(Malaysian) n she ask us mny mny fucker que...tis is first tat i dun lk her...then is my turn 2 tutorial wth her...i tell her my idea n show her wat i done n wat i sketch...then v talk talk talk in the end she ask me mny que aso...i duno hw to ans it..start at the moment as a human la...when v duno hw 2 ans the que v were feel scare one mar.....rite?...in the end she scolded in front of the student....k fine...i accept wat she scolded me,maybe i not done it vry well , i try 2 do it well again....k fine....on tat time i think is k, she is a new lecturer in thiz cllg n aso is our year leader in this sem..so i gv her face n talk nicely wth her n aso siad sori wth her..... i gv her FACE.....lo...

Then second time tutorial...i changer my painting 2 my design then she ask me "Y u change it?"Then i said bc i change tiz painting can gv me other idea n inspiration to do it..so i change lo.....then she scolded me again as a design can not lk tat ...har,,,,having a prob then dun wan 2 setter it n bra bra~~~~~~~~........wat the hell ar.......fuck.....then when i tutorial wth her is around 6pm smtg..as a student la...6 smtg still at the cllg is not vry well ady.....then she dun let me go then she said sit at n think other idea of the design wat fuck again omg...."wo de ma ya"......she din let me go home ae~~~then at this i start affair ady..then sudd my father call me hey gal bck home ady ar?then i juz said still at sch...dol~~i off the ph ady...at that moment i fell wana cry ady...omg i really cnt 2 stop think i dun wan 2 cry...bt finally i aso crying ady....i crying without sound la....then i said i wana go home ady...i try 2 dun wan face her,,bz i dun wan let her knw i crying,,,bt she din let me go n ask me mny que...finally i think she knw me cry ady...bt i dun care abt her...in my brain i juz said wat the fuck of this ar.....on tat time i really wana go n die (bunuh diri) bt then i fell lk nt fair 4 me u knw..i cnt bc of tiz design n fucker thing n fucke lecturer go die der mar..rite........so finally i start crying on the bed.......i fell vry sad is damn sad.....so i take courage 2 call my bro n talk to him....on the next day he cum n visit me n try to help me....THkz bro..thank you so mush 4 ur helping....

And then 3rd time tutorial, she bra bra bra~~in the end she approve ady....so i start 2 do my design..... n aso the model....i spend mny time 2 do well my model....so yesterday Friday is our summition day. on Thu night i still doing the design everything so din sleep aso....bt gt tak a nap la... so till 230pm v go 2 sch 2 summit the design...v took can leave when ady summit it..bt then she said cum bck at 5pm n collect the model bck....eeee y ned 2 wait again.....v ady vey tired i took can go bck n sleep...bt then eeeeee v wait until 6 the lecturer hvn finish making.......v wait ar wait ar..me ar wait till sleep ady....finally she finish making then she call us going to 2 class.....can u guess wat she said o nt...she said OUR WORK IS VRY "SUCK"!!!!!!!!!! hey as a lecturer hw cum can said lk tat the 'SUCK' tis word ar....she scolded us....around half an hrs....she ask us 2 drop this sub n no ned go n practice 4 next sem....she said she gt power 2 get us cnt practice on next sem....wat the hell of the lecturer ar.....

AIYO~~~~i wana crazy ady la....mon-fri i see her 4 time in a week ar....i really cnt tahan dia ady.....i really scare abt my tiz sem ,nw i ady fell lk i nt vry smooth 2 pass my tiz sem.....hw ler~ wat can i do nw????