Miracle

My wish come true already

The miracle i make it happened

Finally.....

(sorry the wish was a private wish so cnt share here)

share it after a week!!!

hahaha

心情劲差

心情

劲.劲.劲.劲.劲

 差。差。差。

 差。

 

I just need to know。。。

Why human will get TIRED and need SLEEP?
Why human will get HUNGRY and need EAT?
Why human can't without BOTH of this and continuous working in after 24hr's and another 24hr's and again again.....

Be a real human with SOUL is not the EASY way

U know?

 

 

 

Mad

The picture is mean for me.
Sometime of course we have a lot to grumble.

But i am a person do not know how to externalize.

So i am a person who always keep it in my heart and will let it go for everything after woke up the next day!

Body Warning

Is it a warning sign...

Or

Am I actually getting sick soon...

My mind just appear a word -SLEEP-

Here, this few days what i did is just only slept...
It is only slept...

Woke up slept, woke up slept, just constantly repeating
Only 1 meal and bath in a day

Too tired for me lately...
Rushing many many assignment here...studying for exam...

Now left the last assignment here which is - Motel Design
Presentation date on next Wednesday.

What i only can do is keep and try my best to do it well...
Nothing is impossible...
Just see u want make it or not...

Is time back to my work...
Gambateh leh-Catherine Choy

Believe in yourself you are unique

Each second we live is a new and unique moment of the universe
A moment that will never be again …
And what do we teach our children?

We teach them that two and two make four
And that Paris is the capital of France.
When will we also teach them what they are?

We should say to each of them!
Do you know what you are?
You are a marvel.
You are unique.

In all the years that have passed
There has never been another child like you.
Your legs, your arms, your clever fingers, the way you move.

You may become a Shakespeare, a Michelangelo, a Beethoven. Hahaha
You have the capacity for anything.

Yes, you are a marvel.
And when you grow up
Can you then harm another who is, like you, a marvel?

Inspiration

When designing

Inspiration is needed

And most comes from living

Just like when you are appreciating a drawing

It can inspire the way you design

No matter what you paint or draw or even when you design

It takes time to perform perfectly

Time is like a sculptor

Who takes time and makes an effort to turn a potential stone into a work of art

No matter if you are a genius

You need time to polish yourself to achieve success

I will make a great effort to feel and make use of time

Seeking inspiration while polishing myself to perfection

Drawing Blood

(Using a funny way for opening...because later on the story will a bit critical)

I napping at noon~~~Zzzz...Zzzz....Zzzzzz
Phone was ringing~~ Just gonna stand there and watch me burn.......

Story Start:

Get a call from Joanne and she said fell down on the floor and she at front of my hostel plaza.
So i was faster get up from my bed and drive my car out to take over her.

When i get there, i saw a group of people around some one else on the floor.
I faster get out my car and walk over there...
( I am thinking is that Joanne???)
( I was thinking back, i think she din mention that she bleeding or i still blur blur during talking on the phone)

OMG!!! I AM　ＰＡＮＩＣＫＩＮＧ
Joanne is bleeding and sitting on the floor~
Her body full of blood and she using jacket to cover her wound on her head

(Her shirt, jeans, bags, hands, even her face is full of blood, the blood is from toe to head) 

(You know like some one after get shoot, then the blood is around the face and body)

(Seriously, this is my first time i met a girl in covered in blood)

When i saw Joanne, i am get a fright and i keep on asking her "Are you okey?"

I'm thinking who is in desaria(hostel) and can help me to acc me and send Joanne to hospital.

In this time, luckily a guard already inform to management and a staff drive a van to us and send us to hospital.

(Thank you to Amunden) 

 

During the 30 seconds when I'm thinking who is gonna to help me...in my mind is no one else!!!...
(Housemates went back for holiday, actually i feel a bit guilty on that moment) 
(Actually i not much friends at here after i have been here 4 years)

So i am asking around the people who can help me and accompany me to Serdang hospital

(Because I'm not confidence to get there, so shouting for helps around the people, but that is no one willing to help me)

The people is so reality.
They just know gossip and "geh poh" around here.
("what hapen, what hapen..what going on...or send her hospital LAH...") =.=!!

Luckily have Amunden.... Thank once again

We used high speed in around 10-12 mints to get to Serdang hospital.
Actually in the van I'm not dare to faced Joanne's face, because her face full of blood and I'm a person kinda scare blood one.
But Joanne ask me keep talking to her, ya indeed i need to awake her and she wont fall to slept later..

That time damn funny, i also dunno find what kind of topic and chat with her in the van...
But then i do remember talked about her mum, her family's and Esmond as well..

(And i said i damn miss aunty home made chicken..hahaha)

(BiliBala....BiliBala....)

Finally arrive to hospital, Joanne went into emergency first aid.
After 40mins i surprise to saw Esmond and his dad as well 

(Is Joanne text and let him know she was in hospital)

Start from the beginning, Joanne's is not willing to let her parents know that she bleeding. 
She just let them know she fall down from the floor and i with her and on the way to hospital and check out.

But then during Joanne's doing first aid, i was thinking actually Joanne's quiet serious, because bleeding a lot.
Then i make a decision to make a call for her mum, and ask them come down to hospital now from Malacca.

As a parents is always do love their kids and no matter how bad situation the kids having.

But then,

As a kids we always not dare to tell the true them and dun want make parents worry us.

I know Joanne's parents do love Joanne...
So I'm sure her parents also wish they was be there to help Joanne

The 3 bags is full of blood
(Sorry i no chance and not dare to took picture when Joanne's full of blood )

感动

今天碰见老哥，
然后向他诉苦，
最近本人经济有点紧，
然后他竟然一二不说，

B:做么，不够钱用呵给你一百用啦
M:(被感动 *__< 到）， 不用啦 你留着自己用啦!

突然发觉老哥好英俊哦@_<

谢谢你老哥~

 

尊重

Even im rushing my work here...
I also want to say out this...
Fuck!!

臭人都是将做将说的啦~
今天我要爆发了, 忍无可忍了

一位男生进女生家，
拜托请你得的尊重，
基本的尊重。。。。。

其实有很多不便的地方。。。。

在此说声抱歉-xuan

在家我是不穿内衣的
(我不觉得不穿内衣是有错-因为这是女生家-女生的宿舍，okey!)

我不习惯男生半夜还在我家的客厅
（因为我有半夜泡茶喝的习惯，加在我不知情下你还在我家，然后硬着头的路过你身边去橱房）

刚睡醒,出房要去厕所,一出房看见你在她房间里。然后你的眼光和我交差下(我不是指有色的眼光)但很尴尬叻。

其实，当一位女生在不知情下不穿内衣的出现在男生面前，你知道有多尴尬吗？