Weird....

My feeling now is weird.... dun no how to said....just weird+scary.....
Weirddddddddddddddd................................
Im know next week i will die till very cham..bcoz have alot work to do and submit for next week....shit shit shit again.......how............

If people work in 24hours and no need take rest, how good is tat.....hahaha
ooorrrrrrr
study without exam, quiz, assignment and presentation.....haha this is more better rite for as a student...hahaha
oooorrrrrrrrr
study and submit the work without the due date.....hahahaha
crazy..... Crazy Crazy......!!!!@#@

I KNOW ALL THIS IS IMPOSSIBLE..

And only we can said -Nothing Is Impossible To A Willing Heart-

Gambateh Catherine Choy...
Go take a cool water bath, wake up urself and start to do work.....Cheers up~~

Mental SICK....

I uses 15min to think how i am gonna to start this topic....too bad me.....

I have insomnia recently, it has happening 1 month already to me....I was thinking it is because stress of study plus something happen..
This semester i really no focus in my study...i said it honest really...my heart is too disperse....always hang out with friends go play, eat, gambling, drink till drunk, bbq, send-off my friend at klia, skiping class and many many...
Since i already study 3 years at kl here, i never been like that..have hang out some time but not like this semester, too much and too over....too bad to me again... and use the money like using water

I know i must hearten it up myself...because is my parents pay me to study at here...i cant make my parents disappointed and waste their money, although i am applying the PTPTN nowadays..(not yet approve)
Because some people wanna study also can not so i must appreciated that i can study now...
I apply PTPTN is because i want rely myself...MONEY is very SENSITIVE for my family...

But now, in this semester i fell regret that come back Luct study for degree in 1 1/2 year....
Before make that decision to study degree course..i ask a lot friends to give me some suggestion and their opinion... But in the end the all the suggestion are 50/50...shit lo....which means in the end Catherine Choy must make a decision my herself.....
I was crazy that time because  i only have 5 days to decide the way i study or not study when luct open new semester on july 2010 ( The felling are scare+cry+helpless+hopeless n bra bra bra)...

Finally i choose to study....because i fell regrettable to my father...i din take the graduation shoot during my diploma...This is one of his wish, although he dint said it out but i can feel it ( 1 of the reason for me to choose keep continue study)..
Because last time my bro also din take the graduation shoot with him, so my father is very very want to take this shoot with we that wearing with the grown...but then last time was already late...because i dint attend the graduation...
(To my father- Ba, i promise me and bro will take the graduation shoot with u one day)

Catherine Choy need back to her work la...i know i will gonna crazy start from now...because is really alot of work to do....but then still not in the mood...so how?


Catherine Choy are you gonna to fail this semester? Are u kidding? Come on Catherine Choy....
1 word to said HAIZZZZ..........

31天不同的生日意义. 你是哪天

1 号 独立精神的野心家。因为包容心强又喜欢照顾别人，身边会围绕许多仰慕者。
2 号　性格温柔，喜爱和平，是个感情丰富的浪漫主义者。缺点是容易为一点小事就受伤害。
3 号　洋溢艺术天分，虽然性情令人捉摸不定，但是基本上还是属于受欢迎的一型。
4 号　严谨认真，凡事都会脚踏实地努力耕耘。不过自我意识颇强烈，不善于和他人协调。
5 号　脑筋动得很快，拥有适应变化的能力。喜欢追求刺激，较难安于现状。
6 号　个性温和而且稳重。最大的特色就是不论对任何人，都可以表现得既亲切又宽大。
7 号　感受力敏锐，非常懂得察言观色。不过缺乏和周围协调的能力，注意不要变得太自我中心。
8 号　一旦下定决心，便充满干劲全力以赴。这种个性的人朋友多，敌人也多。
9 号　善解人意，又富有博爱精神。容易感情用事，也容易受到环境左右。
10号　意志力旺盛，不服输，独立心也十分旺盛。需注意不要流于莽撞行事。
11号　性格浪漫又多愁善感，是个肯努力的理想主义者，能够尽情享受丰富的人生。
12号　具有华丽高贵的气质，对各种事物都抱有兴趣，常识丰富，教养良好。
13号　个性冷静谨慎，即使再细微的细节也能注意到。再加上本性诚实，能得到许多人的信赖。
14号　头脑清楚，好奇心旺盛，乐于追求快感，又行事冲动；不可思议的是运气总是很好，很少失败。
15号　意志力很强，立定目标后无论遇上任何挫折，都会排除万难达成。通常都很喜欢照顾别人。
16号　聪明,做事情有条理，不轻易受别人影响，做什幺都有自己的一套。
17号　平常看起来温和体贴，其实主观很强，有时候会出现大胆行动，让身边的! 人大吃一惊。
18号　性格非常极端，不是意志坚定勇往直前；就是感情用事随波逐流。
19号　想象力丰富，有个性又有才华。不过自尊心很强，而且有好强不服输的倾向。
20号　是个性喜和平的浪漫主义者。脾气虽然不错，但如太过任性，将会遇上意想不到的挫折。
21号　开朗快活，充满活力，到哪里都很有人缘，是凡事都往好处想的乐天主义者。
22号　认真而且责任感很强，只要不刚愎自用，做生意成功的机率很大。
23号　挑战心旺盛，学什幺都能很快上手。问题是喜新厌旧，而且欠缺耐性。
24号　拥有敦厚慈爱的人品，所以即使个性神经质，遇到低潮时，身边的人都愿意伸出援手。
25号　看事情不求深入，随着好奇心行动，到处累积经验。个性独立。热爱自由。
26号　耐压力特强，即使肩头责任重大，也能够处理得稳稳当当，是个实行主义者。
27号　有个性，感情也丰富。拥有应付各种状况的机智，若能掌握时机，成为成功人士的机会很大。
28号　韧性很强，拥有战胜困难的力量。这天出生的女性，常给人一种妖艳的印象。
29号　人生的道路似乎波折不断，容易感情用事不过运气和生命力都很强，必定能够成功，获得幸福。
30号　拥有语言文笔艺术等天分。缺点是容易沉浸于逸乐，而缺乏责任感。
31号　诚实认真很清楚自己的人生目标，能依照自己的信念和原则过一辈子。但个性有些顽固。

-学会-

学会冷血，只对对我好的人好，对某些人，简直就是浪费感情又浪费时间。

学会比以前快乐，即使难过，也要微笑着，让别人看不穿你的伤心。

学会孤独，没有谁会把你当宝护着，要知道世界总是孤单的，地球也只有一个啊，它都寂寞那么久了，我们算什么。

学会坚强，其实一个人也可以活得漂亮，笑给别人看，哭给自己听就好。

学会忍耐，该闭嘴就闭嘴，该沉默就沉默。

学会珍惜，知心的朋友已经不多，如果再走，就真的只剩下自己了。

学会视而不见，恶心的东西选择忽视，厌恶的东西选择屏蔽，不会再有人让我不快乐。

学会满足，所谓知足常乐。想想小时候一颗糖果就可以开心一整天了。

学会独立，不能再一味的麻烦别人，自己的事自己做。

学会长大，不能再那么任性，那么幼稚，那么孩子气，多了会惹人厌的。

学会认真，认真的对人，认真的对事。

学会慎重，不该认识的人不要认识，不该插手的事不要插手。