Sunday 24 May 2009

today is sunday ady..omg

omgomgomgomgomgomgomogomgomgomgomgomgomg..
today is sunday ady...next friday need summit the design work ady......i really feel so streesss.....i duno find who to talk...i really cnt tahan ady at here...everyday suffer assig..nt enought time for sleep...omg...i ady long time din go shopping ady... last friday went to class i saw other ppl work is vry nice and all is better than me one...i really duno hw..really wanna cry...i duno hw to said...really wana cry...i scare i will fail...my ipoh frens said me is a "super women"..even my best fren aso said like tat...act im nt becoz i knw myself..inside of me im a loser..
at uni here mny ppl stronger than me...even the ppl tat i hate one..im jealous wth the person...y i cnt stronger than the person..
who can tell wat im wan to do...
in this sem im really feel nt happi..really nt hapi...study is vry hard la...i took i can do it one...but i cnt do it...
parents send me here and study..spend alot money for me here to study...but then im like in the end cnt gv them somthing back..i get them nothing....shit..
hhaiz.........i wan go bck ipoh nw...i miss my frens there...haiz.....