Friday 31 December 2010

Last day of 2010


Today is the last day of 2010~

Nothing much to say…
JUST look forward DON’T look back…

Is a good start for you and me…
Time is going on and never STOPS and END…

What can i do?

Just…
Always be happy and healthy~

My dog-APPLE just passed away 1 year ago
Here, I want to said I MISS YOU APPLE~
How are u there?

Happy New Year 2011~~
Yahooo

Monday 27 December 2010

麻木了~


从云顶回家那天,
当我踏进屋里的第一步,
我看见客厅的某个角落满地玻璃碎。。。

我的心情不是。。。
忧虑。。。
慌张。。。
生气。。。
惊愕。。。

而是,
麻木。。。

每当事情发发生
脑中就会浮现出
又来啦!!!

问题重复又重复,
不要问为什么或什么事,
我可能知道可能不知道,
问题来源或正实的原因,
可能有点复杂,
可能一点都不复杂,
其实我们所谓说的不复杂,
其实真的很复杂,
复杂了这么多年,
我以经习惯性的复杂化了。

那。。。
我能跟诉苦?

能指导我-
如何处理,
能跟我说-
那是对那是错?

很多女人会选择哭的方法,
我们可以,
大声嚎哭,
小声闷哭,
当然以上的我能选择。

但。。。
每次的选择只有,
无声的痛哭,

我只能在被里把泪洙,
从眼角
流落耳朵,
流落劲项,
鼻孔住塞,
无法呼吸。

人人说,
什么生日愿望,
什么愿望,
什么东东愿望,
什么求神拜佛,
这一一都是骗人的。。。

‘平平静静的渡过每一天,不要吵吵闹闹’
这么间单的愿望十多没能实现过。。。

人的脑如和电脑一样都有Delete Button,
那该多好,
人人说人是很善忘的。。。
你认为呢?

当某事情以发生了,
就永远记亿在我们的脑海中,
永远都删处不掉。。。

能患上24小时失憶症,
开心和不开心通通都忘掉。。。
该多好。。。

作晚空肚快速喝了两支Tiger,
我以爱上那昏昏的感觉了。。。

Sunday 19 December 2010

烦恼

烦恼是一种极具破坏力的情绪

如果陷入烦恼,
对自己、周围、或者和目标有关的各种事物不满
厌烦甚至敌意,
就很容易打消自己的热情,
有劲用不上。

挫折太多,
还可能导致放弃或逃避

灾难、困苦并不可怕,
可怕的是人们可能因此产生的忧虑、恐惧和焦虑。
难以客观评价自己,
甚至主动放弃。 

解除烦恼靠的是自己
不能抱怨朋友的无情,
他们没有负担我们烦恼的义务。

而且别人的安慰起的作用不会很大。
只有我们自己养成抗拒烦恼的习惯
才可能真正去除烦恼。 

人不会满足于既有的东西,
这种不满足,
往往就让人情绪不佳

烦恼还来自人的执着
选择并不是一件容易的事。
其中,放弃尤其困难

解除烦恼,
智慧就能够自然而然的显露,
机遇也会发现就在眼前。 

要消除烦恼的方法,

-把担忧、顾虑、或自己暂且无能为力的事情清晰地记录在纸片上。
 理清它们,不让纠缠一起,相互干扰,没有头绪。
 (人的心神耗费最多的时候就是拿不定主意,做一件事还挂念着另一件事,
 等做那件事时又无法集中精力,仍胡思乱想的时候。 )

-不要把最坏的可能现实。
 不要认为某件事注定发生。
 与其恐慌,不如提前做好准备

-使我们不敢动手的不是事情本身,而是我们的恐惧,这种恐惧可能来自无知,来自“惑”,
 但如果发现别人都帮不上忙的时候,积极尝试是最好的选择
 哪怕弄砸了,也总比束手待毙好
 有一线希望都不要放弃
 怎样发现这一线也是人得冷静的原因。

Saturday 18 December 2010

Rapunzel - I See The Light




All those days watching from the windows
All those years outside looking in
All that time never even knowing
Just how blind I've been
Now I'm here, blinking in the starlight
Now I'm here, suddenly I see
Standing here, it's all so clear
I'm where I'm meant to be

And at last I see the light
And it's like the fog has lifted
And at last I see the light
And it's like the sky is new
And it's warm and real and bright
And the world has somehow shifted
All at once everything looks different
Now that I see you

Flynn:
All those days chasing down a daydream
All those years living in a blur
All that time never truly seeing
Things, the way they were
Now she's here shining in the starlight
Now she's here, suddenly I know
If she's here it's crystal clear
I'm where I'm meant to go

Rapunzel & Flynn:
And at last I see the light

Flynn:
And it's like the fog is lifted

Rapunzel & Flynn:
And at last I see the light

Rapunzel:
And it's like the sky is new

Rapunzel & Flynn:
And it's warm and real and bright
And the world has somehow shifted
All at once, everything is different
Now that I see you, now that I see you

Friday 17 December 2010

我一生须需要什么?

人的一生须需要什么?

这个问题。。。
每个人都在想。。。
每个人都想知道。。。
也许有点迷惘。。。
但还是要想。。。
我的一生基本须需要什么?

1。智慧
2。钱
3。健康
4。博爱精神 
5。知己,朋友 
6。快乐,幸福

人生有太多的坎坷等着我们去改变。。。
我对自己的承诺是。。。
要将以前一切不正常的生活。。。
一定不能在未来再次的发生。。。

生活中的任何事都是凭着我们的心态走。。。
自己所选择的道路。。。
要勇于的去面对。。。
有些事是不应该选择逃避了。。。
但我一直相信。。。
人只有压力才会有动力 。。。

很难改正自己的缺点。。。
总是很难发现自己的错误。。。
如明知错了。。。
却欲罢不能。。。
一错再错。。。

天哪~

Thursday 16 December 2010

Dragon - i Restaurant + Honey Moon Dessert

上海小笼包
Shanghai Xiao Long Bao

 
 Yam

Chicken Rice
Fried Chicken Chop

炒拉面

Dumplings
Honey Moon dessert 

糖不甩


汤圆


Seremban - Fired Crabs

Seremban烧

 咸蛋虾膏

招牌面

Seremban is state of Negeri Sembilan...
And,
This is the second time i went to seremban...
Erm, actually no that difficult to get here from cyber...

Yesterday we went to the famous restaurant in seremban - 'Fu Yong Fired Crabs'
This dinner also get to know 1 new female friend from kar woon called Tzyy Jia...
Very nice to met her...

This dinner is treat by Tzyy Jia...
Because today is her bufday...
Hey, Tzyy Jia happy bufday again...

Seremban this place the feeling for me is like similar like Ipoh...
Also is a small town/city with alot of cars around...
Feeling like im going back to hometown like that...

And,
Today kw bring me to try the Chicken Rice...
Not bad la...
Ey, come to seremban what should we want to buy?
Hahaha, sure is 'Seremban siew pau'
Tomorrow go and buy it...

Wooww... 
Today whole day just...
Rain~rain~rain~
From last night untill this moment till raining...
Sun 公公, where are you going already?

Sunday 12 December 2010

Model - Kar Woon






Miss Kar Woon is turn in to 21 Laa...

Just finish uploading the kw bufday party photo at FB there, feel free just take a look...Heehee~~

Yesterday went for Kar Woon bufday party at seremban there...
Actually her exact birthday is on 18th December...
But the day is her convocation too...
So her bufday party need to be organized earlier...

This is the first time i went to her house at seremban...
Me and Lezza ride John car to kw house...
First, we met Joey at LKW and depart together...
And,
This is the first time to getting know John and Joey...
Because of this party i met 2 new friends in my life...
Beautiful~
 
Ey now thinking back how to go kw house...
I also not sure how to go again...haha~~
Must go few times then only clear to get to her house again...

In my friends list,
It not much friends have a warm family,
So,
The feeling for me of kw family is...
One word,
Warm~
She has a warm family...
And her family members is very love and sayang her...
One word,
Great~

Erm thank you kw for inviting us to her 21st bufday party...
And,
Thank you for the speech...
I never expect i will be in her TQ list...
Haha...
Got get touch when speak out my name...
I feel shy** haha...
Luv you~

Saturday 11 December 2010

I will die without internet~~

Ish Ish~~ this few days i cannot on9 in my hostel

Hehehe...i was in the Station 1 cafe enjoying my brunch now~~
Last time i was said i already deleted Station 1 cafe in my list...
But now because i at the location only the Station 1 cafe is the best choice...
So ya...

This is my brunch la...


Last Wed went to movie with kar woon...
Finally i can watched the UNSTOPPABLE...
The movie was at 12am...
Before that we went for our dinner...

 
Egg fish with mushroom rice
 Ice Ying Yong (hong Kong Style)
My soup
My hot 'Ying Yong' coffee...
My mix chop rice
Miss kar woon. C
Miss.Catherine

The movie is very 'geng jiong' wooww...
No bad no bad....

The next morning we went to photo shooting for kar woon bufday at Desar Park at PJ...
Im the photography...
We borrow wanjoe camera-Canon 400
Before photo shooting we went for breakfast...

Toast...
Hot Milo
Toast with egg...

Ice Cream~~

My laptop is almost no battery...need to leave la..
See u next time...

Eee... the flower is ready to take...
88

Wednesday 8 December 2010

Shopping~ Shopping~~

The last couple days i went for shopping...
Finally i can enjoy my shopping time...
Syok ~~~
Feel like not enough...
SHIT~~~
Haaaha...
I bought from body to my toe...

I realize one thing, this month we already walk in to December...
And Christmas is coming soon...
Why i still cant feel the Christmas feel in the mall???
Really didn't have the feel..
Bad~~


First day went to Sunway...
Shit thing is i need to take more than 20 min to find car parking...
Ishh~~
Then i went for my brunch...
This time i try to go back to gasonline cafe again...
They Menu design...

 Chocolate Snowy
I rating 6/10... 
Because they used CHEAP Chocolate to make this drinks...

 Butter Chicken Rice
I rating 5/10
Because i hate when i eat Chicken the chicken is with bone one...

First thing that i want to shop is...
Finally i found it already...
Hahahaha~~
HAPPY~~

Deng...Deng...
I found the LCD Screen Protected
Waw~ leng zei dao~~


The jean size was 27'...
Ey~ i slim already i can fit 27' leh~~
Haahaa~~

I didn't have much lattice shirt 
So this time i try find ...
Ey~ this is also not bad la..with the belt...


This bag actually i 一见锺情when i finish my brunch...
It have 3 colors, in the end i choose the black color one...

The white is very nice but it will very easy to dirty...

The last one I bough is slipper...
This is all what I bough at Sunway...
This day I spent around RM 200...
OMG!!! But I am HAPPY~~

The second day went to IOI Mall...
Same continue shopping...
Shop ar~ Shop ar...

Waw~~ very tired but FUN~~
What I need to do for today...
I feel like want to go 1U...
Catherine Choy..u should stop already~~
Your parents is not open BANK one...
HAHAHAHA!!!

Then window shopping lo...hahaha~
No bad mah this idea~~



Monday 6 December 2010

Chance

Some people have no chance to see or meet,
and when have the opportunity to met,
but hesitated,
meet as seen...

Has not had a chance to do some things,
so when have the opportunity,
but do not want to do it anymore...

Some things buried in the heart for a long time,
no opportunity to say,
so when have the opportunity to say,
not brave to said out anymore...

Some love has no chance to love,
so when have the opportunity,
does not love anymore...

Some people have many opportunities to see each other again,
but always find excuses to shirk,
in the end the had no chance anymore...

Some words have many opportunities to say,
but always think it must have chance for next time,
when wanna say it out it has no more chance already...

There are many opportunities for something to do,
but delay it day by day,
when they want to do it has no chance anymore...

Some love gave you many opportunities,
but do not care it,
would like to emphasis the time had no opportunity to love anymore...

There is many thing happen in our life,
there are many things that you do not try how do you know you can not?
Do not you ever ask how do you know each others ideas?
If you have any idea of mind, please must want to tell each other...


Remember;
Walk, passing, do not miss it!!!
One's life one and only chance you might.

Treasure the chance when you with your FAMILY, FRIENDS, and LOVER...

Friday 3 December 2010

Tik Da Tik Da....

Waiting the time pass tik da tik da tik... da...
So I choice to blogging...

Recently I no mood to blogging, just want to keep listening song~~
Listening repetitive repetitive..repetitive...


Too much thing happening already for the pass 2 months...
I really no time to digestion...
All the things or stuffs come it together and fast as well...
Some more I getting lost...Totally LOST


21st years old that me getting lost no that too late rite...
Learn a few lessons in my life...


Time is very important in our life...
U can HATE it because the time pass so fast...
U can LIKE it because the time no yet arrive...
But...
I like the time because it can let go everything, let go our sad memory...


First lesson is need to TREASURE our LIFE...
Because i really renew my life once again... (死过番sang)
I almost met a car accident...
I'm on the way back to hostel from my uni...(the road is like a snake road)
My car was turning(360') a few rounds( i think 4 rounds)...
I drive too fast plus having bad spirit that time...
and...
My mental is thinking to rush my design assignment...

Is not a fun joke at more...
When turning that time i was thinking
I am gonna to die now... 
I am gonna to die now... 
when i was in the car when turning that time


It is not a fun joke..really~~ 
To all my friends~ 
Just becareful when u driving~ 
Save yourself life and save others people life too...


The below lesson...
I learn a lot...
Now no mood to talk about this...
See next time when I have mood then chat this topic again...


Thanks to my Honey Kar Woon...
Thanks for being there for me...
Since u also have a lot problem over there...
And you are patience enough to go through msn wake me up when i getting lost..
I LOVE YOU~~

Heehe~~
Later have mission to fetch some one that is my honey.......
Yoo~ 
I scare get lost when I get there...
Try my best ya...
I will google map first then only go fetch u~


Erm...erm...erm...
Actually can u come back by cab? 
Hahah just kidding~

Wednesday 1 December 2010

我爱上这首歌了



就算以後見不到 沒法再後退一步
難道我脾性他不知道 誰對誰錯都好
沒有責任對他好 沒有顧慮懶得苦惱
懷念角力鬥嘴不枯躁 沒顧慮才苦惱

不會自己去求和 就算知錯 要垂頭受氣說不過
誰若先找到誰隨便講句甚麼都可
欺騙大家有何難 我要好過
要情人沒法看穿我 其實我自問情緒難以捉摸
欺騙自己太為難 我信不過
有時連用意也講錯 人又愛又恨難霎時說清楚
難擔保我是我
講太多

就算再沒法一起 沒法濫用對不起
其實我願意吞聲忍氣 但怕被看不起
沒法叫伴侶歡喜 是哪個沒有品味
其實太害怕給他拋棄 才勉勵我爭氣

欺騙大家有何難 我要好過
想顯得我未怕一個
無謂太在意他可給我甚麼
欺騙自己太為難 我信不過
彷彿得我未揭穿我
迎著愛人還可掩飾到甚麼
男人想信甚麼
如真心對待我
誰忍心識破我